it has been real long since i've updated right?haha.yeahh.i've been feeling so super lazy to like,update.tsk.really.
kinda stressed up latedly.exams coming.and its the FINALS.took my english paper already.just hopefully i passed the paper.really.like...i dont wanna get kicked out from crescent la.lets not worry over what has passed:/
malay paper on monday.yeahh.just hopefully i'll get the marks that i never got.as in...positively la yeah.haha.i dont wanna slack.but ever since this year,i feel so slacky please.i really have got no clue why.yeah.
well.anyways,i'm currently busy studying and also writing the music notes for my organ comp piece.like...im dying in here.really.erps.i need to write 3 bars.and the song is like super fast.and i cant hear the notes clearly.tsk.tried and tried.but i cant get it right la please.sighs.never mind.i shant give up(:
wells,practically,life has been normal.just feel kinda sad nowadays.yeah.i have no clue why la.sighs.i think its because i havent been eating chocolates for quite awhile.wells,besides yesterday,when i ate ernie's chocolates.haha:);DELICIOUS
i've made up my mind already.i'm not gonna fall for a guy,until...erms...havent thought of it yet.haha(:but currently,not for the next few years.haha.shall ignore guys((:im such a NICE girl man.haha.but wtf la.you think i even care??haha.I DONT.

i find myself crazy nowadays.
i've started writing "__BANG.i shot myself;dead"haha.what do you think?imagine one day,i kill myself.what will happen to the world?im sure they would feel so happy.and then they would start laughing away,smiling away,watching my dead body in white cloth in the ground.and then they would act as if nothing ever happened.and just continue with life.yes.thats what i think.you think i should give it a try?haha.im a freak.im a psycho.dont even bother.

"ignore at your own risk"says mr siow.
and i agree with him.
ignore this post at your own risk.haha.and you'll die.goodgood.


things happened in class on thursday.shant talk too much about it.for i dont understand everything too.
but hey dear girls,dont cry.dont hurt yourself.
always remember that whenever you're down,there are thousands to go to for help and shine your day(:
really.


i played badminton yesterday.at pandan cc.haha.its like...the court is not even the right one la.tsk.but i just really enjoyed it la.haha.though i was the only girl there la.i mean.who's playing.yeah.besides yana,who just hit my head with the racket.and made me cry.there's a bump in my head,DEAR.tsk.my body's aching.tsk.

there's another instrument at home.haha.a piano.woah.we have like...an organ and a piano.haha. its like...for yana's sake.and the organ was for MY sake.thankew thankew.haha.just hopefully yana knows how to play the piano well.yeah.so that the money's not wasted.oh.yes.and i guess i shall be learning how to play the piano as well((:for I'm the one who teach yana play.hahahaha.since the way they play is similar to playing the organ.haha.how cool(:i wanna be a music teacher.as in...organ teacher.haha.how cool la please.but right,you have to use loads of money to buy music books to teach songs to your students.yeah.like my teacher la.pity her.but guess its worth it if your students are good players,and they play the song with CLASS.haha(:


okay.i wanna study now.

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